Stagnant

I am out of sorts. It is Tuesday and I just caught myself staring into space feeling absolutely bummed out. I look at the emails trickling in and I feel extremely frustrated. I don't even have the strength to muster a reply.

I have done nothing and can do nothing to turn my life around. Everyday I am running in little circles trying to create meaning out of nothing. I wake up in the morning, barely had my eyes open and already I feel nervous, I feel afraid, not knowing how to get through the day, let alone the week. Trapped in a routine by design.