Another milestone

Here we go again. Another birthday just around the corner. This year seems less of a celebration but more of a 'gawd, is it back again?' Maybe as I grow older I dread it more, or maybe I'm just in a bad mood. Or maybe coz I dislike the feeling of the end of a long weekend where I accomplished nothing, not even a bit of relaxation. Weather was hot and humid, plagued with incessant headaches. And it's back to work tomorrow. It's a busy morning with back-to-back meeting/conference call trainings and more and more things to worry about. If there is a pill that I could take that would make me chilled and cool and calm. I want it.. Who am I to complain about work anyway? I'm sure other people have much busier days...but screw it. I'm not other people and I'm grumbling to myself anyhow! I'm totally entitled to it.

What's more is that I've finished watching Glee Season 2. I've finished HIMYM and Modern Family. I'm almost done with latest season of Bones. I would say I'm having Glee/Bones/HIMYM/Modern Family-withdrawal syndrome. Meaning of life is slowly but surely seeping out of my soul once more and I'm going to be stuck with dull-coloured NCIS and Criminal Minds re-runs for the coming weekends. Furthermore, I wish they would stop showing White Collar and Burn Notice. It doesn't attract me a teeny bit. So it's a waste of time when they show it and I have nothing else to watch. In the end, I get so desperate, I watch The Kardashians. Come to think of it, sounds more like I have no life at all.

Well, it's been a long long ..whatever. I wish I can sleep the week away, have a nice long dream where I'm flying peter-pan style or wrestling with sharks. I'm not tired, I just don't really want to face the days. Maybe I'm just a bum. I am a real bum. Music helps me sleep but lately I've been listening less and less eventhough my list has grown longer and longer. People say that when you are lying in bed getting ready to sleep, you shouldn't think at all or re-cap your day in your head. I'm guilty of that, I end up getting all worked up and can't sleep. I've started playing Angry Birds recently. It's cute and it gets my eyes tired that I need to shut it and sleep comes. I never understood the draw of Angry Birds. I tried it once many months ago and deleted it. I tried it again this week and I got hooked. Damn..